NeemsLove Scared
Have I succeeded in pushing you away
In a mere moment
It seemed easier
I never intend to push
Does my craziness stretch your patience
One day will you walk
Should I escape before you may
Why is faith so hard to trust
Why is love so testing
Why do I love to love
Yet am scared to love
Yet feel like running when he loves back
Why is hurt easier to anticipate
Is it only I, that feels
That fear seems to shadow only my love
Will he stand by
While I work on my problems
Will he still love me
Should I fall a few rungs on the ladder
Will he allow me the time needed
To beat these consuming dark thoughts
Questions I seek answers to
Yet too afraid to really ask
Cowering in a shell
That’s protected me for too many years
One that I’m slowly shedding
Yet one that still offers a place to hide
One that I can’t bear to dwell in
Fear, I will slap away
Yet will he be there
On the day that I do
Faith, the most important to trust
Yet the hardest to do
Questions I want to ask
Questions that only time can answer
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